#it needs to be [gunshot] too

[bougiebutchbinch]

just to make it very VERY clear we love and cherish shen jiu here and think it was a cute and fun character trait for him to ruthlessly abuse a child under his care. that was, in fact, delightful and whimsical of him. we are fully in the yue qingyuan camp of enabling this horrid little monster, because he is a pretty & tragic woobie with a sad past, and we like to munch on popcorn while he commits his atrocities. we love redemption fics AND fics where he dies in agony. we enjoy watching his downwards spiral, driven by his own self-loathing and trauma, as he burns every bridge he's ever built by acting in a truly reprehensible manner and clinging to the shreds of his irrepressible pride with all of his fingernails, toenails, and teeth. Because he's fictional and it's fun to watch fictional characters be awful and manipulative to other fictional characters. and their fans are harming literally no one :3ccc

[littencloud9]

‘kunikida and chuuya would bond over their frustration over dazai’ yes but also NO

kunikida and chuuya would bond over the fact that they’re both extremely devoted to their respective organisations, how their personal beliefs completely shape who they are, how they are defined by their loyalty, the stress of being someone everyone depends on and looks up to, how they are protectors at their very core, how they despise unnecessary bloodshed and manipulation, how they have lost people close to them over and over but kept going anyway because the world may be absolute shit but it can’t control their fate—

[mayoiayasep]

one other thing about the 1nm8 and visty match up is that kei's been allowed to appear as a godly/deity-esque figure for too long. need this guy to experience to experience the entire spectrum of human emotion. especially the ugly parts like where is your anger huh? rise!!! Rise🔥‼️‼️

[lamortwrites]

What the fuck use is a god anyway? Humanity creates our own holiness. Did we get permission to make music? Did we ask before reaching our great grubby hands into the sky? Did we stop to check it was allowed before attempting to sate our unending hunger?

[the-ghost-rat]

Every single time someone says it makes sense for the new catty to be 90$ bcus she has a head full of braids and angel loses its wings

[differenteagletragedy]

I bet Baxter is like an anxious dog on the fourth of July because fireworks always remind him of you. He's just sitting in his apartment with the curtains shut shaking.

[skylilac]

i NEED to get better at parking bc rn i always do it on like the far edge of the lot where no one else is and then i end up walking alone to my car at the edge of the trees in total darkness and its like ohh. ok. so youre asking to be kidnapped.

[babyjinsu]

u guys. im writing heartlink's little brother. LOCK IN. LOCK IN. LOCK INNNNNN.

[mysicklove]

save me sugar babies okkoita, save me

[littencloud9]

oh god instead of clicking the ask button I clicked the follow button and unfollowed you KHUGAKSDJGAKSGJHDJ okay so. sits in your inbox. lena. give me one reason kunichuu can end as a tragedy. one reason why they will work.

HENLO!! kunichuu and tragedy.. you’re trying to kill me today/lh

hm. there’s the physical tragedies (death by corruption. death by sacrifice etc) but WHAT ABOUT! they just decided the other wasnt worth it. chuuya knew from the start that kunikida will eventually realise he isnt a good person, but he said it didnt matter. until chuuya does something cruel and kunikida gets ticked off and it delves into an entire argument. because kunikida should know chuuya isnt a good person, so why is he trying to fix him? how dare he try to fix him?

or kunikida is forced to confront his ideals and realises that being with chuuya can’t ever work out. they’re too similar. they’re like mirror images that encourage the worst parts of each other. and sure, maybe they love each other, but maybe love isn’t enough. maybe kunikida remains too stubborn and maybe chuuya’s love as a whole is too destructive for someone like him to handle. smth smth danced the correct steps to different songs

(also… beast kunichuu……)

BUT ANYWAY!! them being mirror images could also mean encouraging the good in each other. chuuya encouraging kunikida to let loose and stray from rigidity. kunikida encouraging chuuya’s softness—not to change him, simply to add on. they get to experience all the silly romantic teen stuff together. chuuya never got that because [gestures to canon] and kunikida never got that bc he stayed waiting for the perfect someone. they’re both incredibly protective people, and that includes protecting each other. also. chuuya the unstoppable force vs kunikida the immovable object. they collide only because they should kiss <3

i do think they can work through things though. kunikida teaching patience and showing compassion and bringing out a whole new side to chuuya 🥹👍 chuuya being playful and fiery and kunikida feels free around him

also. look it’s kunikida’s ideals. he’s going to find someone that fits all of them and it will be perfect— IT’S NAKAHARA CHUUYA WITH A STEEL CHAIR

[kandicon]

*writes the same exact headcannons in slightly different scenarios over and over again*

[goldensunset]

keep spamming abt ur playthru queen.... only the strong followers survive

SOOOOO TRUE

[gracelandmp3]

was looking in the replies of a post I MADE and the person i was talking to in there blocked me ,,, who ARE you i don’t remember you at all also why am i blocked from seeing your comments on my OWN POST

[genderfluid-and-confuzled]

Call me crazy but I think you might need someone to gently hold you

😭 help me.

[ssruis]

Went “not enough emu in my queue I should fix that” & now there’s 100+ posts in there. Oh we are truly in dire dire docks.

[hylianengineer]

Goddamn it, I have either triggered the Dairy-Allergy-Induced-Anxiety, or I am simply incapable of calming down after this chaotic day. Maybe both.

Also I keep hearing noises I really hope are fireworks... but who sets off fireworks on Halloween? Isn't that illegal? Which isn't to say people don't do it...

I'm really Not Over the sulfuric acid incident at work today. I'm physically completely unharmed but emotionally very shaken up. I've never had a real lab accident before that required reporting or medical advice or anything. This one might not have technically required it either, but the MSDS (material safety data sheet - records we keep on every chemical we use that hold safety and first aid information) said to get medical attention. So I called Poison Control. I'm not even sure why I decided that was the correct people to call - it was very much not an emergency situation since there were no visible injurjes, and who else knows about chemical exposure? Maybe the University EHS department, whose phone number is on the lab door, but really, I don't know who they are or what they do beyond picking up our haz waste. I'm told I made the right call but I feel really self concious about it - why did I call Poison Control, aren't they supposed to deal with small children putting weird things in their mouths, not lab techs with chemical spills? They seemed totally unphased though. And it worked out, they knew what to do, I didn't actually get hurt, I took all the precautions.

After I got off the phone with Poison Control - but before I knew for sure everything was ok, because apparently acid burns don't always develop immediately and they said they'd call me back in an hour - I went upstairs to the grad students' office hoping against hope my favorite PhD student would be there. For emotional support and to have someone around slightly more experienced in Lab Stuff than me. She was not there. However, the PI and a couple other people were having a meeting in the conference room across the hall, and noticed me, and asked if I needed something - I do not generally come to that part of the building. I told her the whole story, and she looked at my not-burn (it seemed completely normal) and told me I did all the right things and it seemed like everything would be fine and asked if I needed anything. Then I went back to the lab, panicked some more, and waited for the Poison Control people to call me back. Which they did 45 minutes late, but I guess they're busy and this was low priority. Fair.

I feel so... ugh. That I was never taught who you call about stuff like this. I know to run acid-affected skin under running water for fifteen minutes. (I even know WHY you're not supposed to neutralize an acid burn with a base: acid+base=water+HEAT.) I know - in theory - how safety showers and chemical spill kits work (I'm so glad I didn't have to test THOSE!). But as for who to call afterwards? It was always assumed someone who knew more than me would be around to handle it. I was the only person in the lab today, and I didn't even know there were other lab members in the building. If I needed help but it wasn't 911 levels of bad, what the hell was I supposed to do? Fucking improvise? If I could've left the lab I could've gone to the office where I know some people - but I was kinda trapped at the sink running my arm under water for a minimum of fifteen minutes. And what the hell do the office folks know about chemical spills anyways?

Is this what being an adult is always like? Constantly figuring things out alone even though you feel like there should be someone older and more experienced and more Trained For This Shit around to handle it?

We used to have a lab manager who I assumed would be around to help if anything like this ever happened. She left six months ago and I've been doing half her job ever since. I'm not trained for this. And on Friday I have to go back to work and keep doing shit I wasn't trained for - this time attempting to repair the ion chromatograph.

Part of me feels like I freaked out over nothing. One drop of acid on one inch of exposed skin. Part of me feels angry that I feel like that. It was fine. It WAS fine. But how was I supposed to know that? I just did what the best information I had at the time - the MSDS - told me to do. Kind of. In the only way I could figure out how to do it. I'm kind of starting to think the MSDS writers need to take a chill pill - I swear every time I end up really needing one, it says something really scary, I act accordingly, and then I feel like an idiot afterwards. (Long story.)